Bloggers are loners, Loners are blogger.

This year is full of shit!. This is my first blog of the year and the only reason I'm writing is because I feel like crap. This is what exactly I'm referring to in my previous post. The silence before the storm, and the guy in the middle of that shit storm is me. Is this really what this year have for me! If it is, I'm sure am not gonna give it without a fight. I'd rather screw them than get screwed. Why cant good things happen in the beginning of the year. That way I hit the ground running. But no! Life wants to screw me over one after the other. I hate my life!! I hate you!! I hate the fact that I'm stuck with you!! I just want to run away. Never look back ... Everybody can start over again right?? I'm not a saint but I'm sure hell is not a bad person either. I'm just an average guy, who's happy with the thing he has right now. But the problem is all the things I have are the ones giving me a reason to put a gun in my mouth and pull the trigger. Call me a coward..... a wuss or whatever you want to call me. But I really think I cant run away. Its not in me. I guess what they say is true. Bloggers are loners, Loners are blogger.