Almost Happy

Yippee! New year! A new start for everybody. Everybody has a clean slate.This is my first blog this year. And I for one wants to start this year of a tiger with a roar. Actually I started a little early in cleaning up my act way back weeks ago. I believe I was in the almost happy state on my god-damned-pathetic-life.

But then again just my luck , I somehow ended up messing my life all over again. And the sad part is I got no one to blame but myself. My life is beyond idiotic. I kept on asking myself " why am I finding myself in this kind of situations anyway.

I'm near the state of happiness . All those problems that I blogged about before somehow got fixed. (lucky me) hehehe. Only to find out that I'd be facing problems much worst than before. (bummer)

I think last year I'm cursed. Every time I know I'm going to be happy and I let my guard down that's when this life gets behind me and shoves me to the dirt. So, I came up with a new years resolution. I'll just play it cool this year, that way I wont let my guard down. And from now on I'm gonna be skeptic about signs of happiness. I'll see it as the calmness before the storm. That way, maybe... Maybe I can be truly happy.

Then I wont have to settle for ALMOST HAPPY any more.