Too Bad They Dont Exist, Real or Single.

Tired of wanting for something I clearly earned. It should be given to me even if I dont asks for it. The problem is I'm tied to someone who doesn't respect who I am. It's times like this that makes me regret that I used my heart to decide for my brain.

I wonder where the ideal girls went? Like the girls below:


Penelope - Odysseus's loyal wife. She is very loyal to her husband that she finds a way and goes against traditions to wait for her husband who might not come back because he was lost at sea. Well, it paid off and they're reunited..

Chloe Sullivan - Young Clark Kents bestfriend. Even if there's no chance that she and Clark can be together because Lana is in the picture, she didnt do anything to force Clark to be with her instead she just stood in the sidelines waiting for him to notice her supporting him in every step of the way. ( talk about uncoditional love).

Dido - The great queen of Carthage. She loves Aeneas so much. She'd rather die burning in a spire than to see her love walking away. Her undying love pushed to the brink of insanity. ( Next lifetime baby)

I really envy the guys they loved. Those lucky bastards! Why is it they get to feel that much appreciation and loved while some of us do crazy things for love and yet get shit lies and heart breaks in return. All of us should be happy.. I guess some are more luckier... I hate this feeling...


Ever have one of those days
When everything falls apart
And you can't do anything about it.
Then you wish there is SOMEONE
who can make the whole disappear.
I found that someone...
and all she has to do is smile.
-Jeremy Aames
(SVH Senior year)

I wish I'm with my someone too...